I'm Gary, 5 years ago I fantasised about suicide like it was some form of sweet release that would end my suffering. I was blind to my blessings and completely devoid of any reason or purpose. My girlfriend of 8 years had left me, I was in a job I hated and I didn't care about anything.

I started to make a journal and this small relief is actually what saved me so I am going to share some of these stories here. For anyone considering a permanent solution to a temporary phase of life, read on.